Ingredere ut Proficias

无时不刻不想去伦敦

maybe i am the forever insatiable one. 觉得从16岁高考完到现在人生差不多是一个接一个的错误，不了解自己是谁，不知道想要什么的情况下盲目做决定。应该当初一开始就去伦敦吗？谁知道去到那里之后会不会继续后悔呢？

life's been treating me like his ex-wife. 也许我是把对当下生活的不如意全部投射到对未来的期望上，告诉自己熬过这段时间就可以去到别的地方，that is life elsewhere is always the best。

但是这段时间的人生就直接放弃了吗？放弃生活是不应该的，you should try and find lovable things in life. 不然就是浪费生命不是吗？

learn to cook, pay more rent and live in a better apartment, explore the city(since you may never live in this city ever again(hooray!!)), meet people, if you find the people around you unbearable, meet other groups, widen your circle of life, change your major, find another job, study a whole new subject! The thing is, YOU'VE GOT TO KEEP MOVING! if you don't like the way life is right now, fine, go ahead and do something, anything, ditch your group, fuck what they think and do what you got to do and like to do. 折腾，就是人生的一大目的。    

好了，我要在5～6年之内定居伦敦。